Looking back at 2008

Christmas has already passed...
And today is the last day of the year...
2008...
To me....
Year 2008 is a turning point of my life...
So many changes had happen in my life..
So many unexpected things happened...
But all of these things actually made me grew even more mature than I was before...
I begin to really feel like an adult already...

Most of the aspects of my life changed...
Including relationships, friendship and also family...
All had changed into something that I had never in my life ever thought of...
2008 gave me a lot of surprises for sure....
Good ones, bad ones....
But its all this surprises that made me grew up...

Tomorrow...
Is the first day of a new year...
I'm hoping that I'll have a great 2009...
So let's await for 2009's arrival later !!!

Peace Out Peoples
Teehee :-p

30th Dec '08 Twist NITE !!

Yesterday we had a special performance at Magellen Sutera in conjunction with Wei Xin's good buddy's wedding...
As it is a special performance...
Most of the things are indeed special...
Including the costumes, attitude and of course the dance moves...


Congrats to Allen and Alison !!


Our main venue for the nite !!


The 4 aunties for the nite...
This is gonna be the first and the last time we're wearing this...haha...I hope...


New look of PCK...With boobs....


Aiks...So gay...with lipstick again...oh no...


I'm just only going to upload a few photos up here...
So if you want to see more photos of us very aunties and more then you have to go to this two links for the photos...
Facebook
Friendster

Note: Pictures on facebook are not complete as only 60 pictures are allowed in 1 album...

P.S. Guys, cause the photos I upload are edited one so if you want the photos I can give you the original one...^^

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

WHY must you guys give me hope and then take that hope away from me instead ????
WHY ?!?!
I hate it when you guys do that...
Is it fun for you guys to do that ????
You know...If you guys never intend to give me that hope in the first place THEN DON'T !!!!!!
I give up !!!
You know what...
I maybe no need to wait until February...
I don't want to continue being played until then....
Its too frustrating....

这小孩

This little boy here is a 5 year old boy...
If you just look at the picture...
You'll just see another cute kid...
But behind this cute little smiley face...
Lies a very pity story...

He has a father and mother...
Like most of the kids...
But they are divorced...
This little boy here...
Was actually an unexpected 'gift' to this world...
As his parents were only 20 plus when they just had him...
They divorced because there wasn't love in this marriage...
He stayed with his grandparents from his father's side...
While during the weekends he will go to his mother's place...

But when he is at his mother's place...
Sad to say this but he actually does nothing while he is there...
Nobody care about him...
Nobody brought him out to 'hang kai' and stuff...
Always stays at home...
While his father is at another state working while having some 'fun' himself without thinking much of his own child...
His grandparents took care of him very well...
Even brought him out of the country to travel...
They gave him a lot of love...
Because it was what his parents couldn't afford for him...

This little boy here...
Is a very very intelligent boy...
In school...He always get number 1 in his studies...
He is also very hardworking...
He always automatically start to ask an adult to accompany him study although there is still months left until his next exam...
Although he might be naughty sometimes..
But which kid is not naughty...

Its because of his background...
He became a very pity kid...
From one incident I heard...
I really really pity him...

One day, his aunt took him to a school performance...
When his aunt was preparing him...
One of his friends suddenly came up to him to ask whether is this his mommy...
So the kid said yes...
And the aunt was very surprised of course....
But then didn't said anything...
Then the friend suddenly added :" But you not say you don't have mommy one meh ? "
The kid didn't said anything anymore...

When I heard this...
I can expect how much pain this kid suffered even in his very young age...
And all this pain he suffered actually made him very mature for his age...
Because by the way he talks...
Its like talking to a 10 year old kid instead...
I seriously hope that he could have a better life instead...
And not suffer like this...
I actually feel pain seeing him sometimes...
When he cry because got beaten for being naughty...
Or even when he smiles happily...
Cause sometimes it makes me think of how pity this little kid here is...


This little kid here.........
Is called Sinclair Shim...
He is my nephew....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Hoping

I hope this tube of thing here would get me through my last Sports Day...
I seriously regret I didn't went to see a doctor at the first place...
But anyways....What has happen has already happen...
I can only just minimize the pain now....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Butterfly dying

February is coming soon...
And the butterfly doesn't have much time left...
But then right until now no one knows that...
No one knows that this little butterfly doesn't have much time left...
The butterfly just wants to get out of its cocoon and proudly spread its wings...
But sadly until now it doesn't have a chance yet...
It just wants to come out...But then fate blocked its way...
The butterfly starts to feel hopeless already...
Because.....
February is coming very soon....

Selfish peoples !!

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!!!
SH*T SH*T SH*T !!!!
Me again...
So its me the one to cause this whole shit lah...
Please lah...
All of you are so so so SELFISH...
You adults are too selfish...
You only think from your point of view...
You never think of our point of view...
In this whole thing...
Neither the wife or the husband is ever innocent...
the MOST innocent one is the CHILDREN !!!!
Seriously lah...you all are being too selfish...
So both of you have your adult supporters...
Then you can start a war already lah by yourselves...
You guys don't need to involve us innocent "civilians"...
And now my whole life is one of the main reason that cause this shit...
And so now you expect me to sacrifice another of my dream to mend this oversized hole that can't be mend...
Since last time until now...
How many dreams I have sacrifice just because you guys order me to...
And now you want to ruin my life by doing it again ???
Are you guys happy if all my dreams are ruined...
If you are...Then I have nothing more to say...

爱一个人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.


如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.


如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

P.S. This is dedicated to you...You don't have to give up on guys...Stay strong...Cause you'll find someone that really suits you...^^

Peace Out People,
Teehee :-p

Funny Article

I was kinda bored just now from playing games...
So I went to read someone's blog for a while...
Although I didn't knew who that person is but its a friend of my friend...haha
As I was reading...
I stumble across a post which is about boyfriends...
This is the part which is funny to me...

All they can think about is they bf, all they can talk about is their bf, the only reason they go out is because their bfs are fetching. Their entire brain has no space for everything else but their bfs. Their future plans and vacations are made, depending on their bfs. Before applying leave from the boss, the bfs' approvals come first. Must discuss with bf, must tell bfs, must make sure bf likes it, their ovums flow or not also depend on the bf, period blood also must retain in uterus if their bf doesn't like it. Their brain juice flow out also got the boyfriend's smell.

They forgot what happened before they discover the wonders of a potential husband. They forgot boyfriends used to be assholes who crashed their fragile little boyfriend-juice-filled-heart.

And after all the nights you poured all your time and attention and concentration and supportive-words-deficient-brainjuice to mend their bloody fragile hollow hearts (boyfriend gone, blood also dried up), the perfect guy dropped from the heavens into their arms, looking right back with their sissy lovestruck eyes into yours. Oh, so NOW (yes, starting that moment), life's PURRFECT. Aiyo suffer so long finally got good return. Like stockmarket, we have to wait.

Yea, wait. Not thanking the person who pulled you out of shit, because, apparently, that is PART of life, and the existence of a perfect man, is a blardy MIRACLE.

Well...Some of it may be a little bit harsh...But then...she's correct too...

Addicted

My mom just came back from Singapore on Monday...

And she bought a lot of sweet stuff for us...haha
Most of the sweet stuffs are from the famous MARKS & SPENCER !!
Their biscuits are so so tasty...hehe...
So here are some of them...


Redcurrant Puffs


Almond Biscuits


Ginger Snaps


Chocolate Chip Cookies


Dark Chocolate Digestive Biscuits


Beryl's Chocolate


Group Photo



There actually a few more...
But sadly...We ate finish them odi...hahaha...
Too bad...These wonderful and tasty sweet stuffs are not sold in SABAH...
So now I'm hoping that Johan will have the chance to see this post and know what to do...hahahaha....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p