Surprise surprise

This few weeks friends around me are having theirs birthdays...
And I, being a good friend...
Try to get each one of them present...
And we had a few surprise parties which I attended 2...
All I can say is that...
I'm lucky to have this bunch of good friends around me 24/7...
So once again...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY my friends....

I already got to it....

Peoples,

Don't need to worry bout me anymore...
I'm totally fine now...haha...
I'm in tip-top shape....
Finally found out the whole truth from Rebecca...
Which was what I was hoping to know....
I finally understand that feeling that he felt last time when she did it to him...
Hmmm...That feeling is some what kinda familliar....

Getting to it....

This fragile heart here realises that it is not strong...
It is indeed very very fragile...
But then it will fight for itself...
It wont get hurt anymore...
It has enough wounds already...
Its time for it to slowly heal....

Oh so random

Micz is trying....
to look for the so called mysterious anonymous...
Who dropped the comment...

Today feeling quite down in the morning...
Cause I kinda get lectured a lil bit by someone who gave me a sour face when he saw me...
After listening to what he had to say...
I dropped the present and left...
Left feeling kinda guilty and down...
But after some while..
I texted my very dearest dear...
And she called me in the middle of an ABC class....LOL
Yeah..We chatted and she cheered me up..
And I felt better...
She said it wasn't my fault..
Cause I never mean it to be this way...
But then I guess that person just doesn't understands...
But I can't really blame him...
Cause he got lectured instead of getting an apology...
Cause I was told he got an apology..
But anyways...
I've let go of the past and I have to move on...
Which is one of the hardest thing to do....

P.S. I thought you gave him an apology...Why he said that he got lectured instead ??

My love for you two minutes ago

GUYS.....

I want to share a very very very lovely and touching photo album with you that a good friend of mine took this few days....
Its one of the albums that really took my breath away and really touched me...
I was in awe....
This is really an AMAZING album...
Go take a look...
You would never regret it ^^
One sneak peek picture for you guys first....

P.S. Skyler...Please don't scold me...haha...
Cause I'm helping you to do advertisement... :-p
( Did you recognise anything familiar with my post's title ?? ) xD




You only worth my 3 minutes

Siti dear...
You hafta go see this...
Its really very beautiful and true...
And it also kinda portrays our feelings...
Especially you right now...
So do go and take a look...
You wont regret it ^^

Sometimes...
I would think back of things that we did before...
Sometimes I would have the feeling of waiting for you without realising myself...
Sometimes being very stupid by doing things that I feel will hurt myself...
Sometimes I wonder to myself what are you actually thinking...

Things have changed...
And it had forced me to let things go before it ended...
And the cupcake surprise was a test I gave myself...
And apparently it helped me made my final decision...
Which I had no choice of...
The anger in me is still here as its only trying to protect the wound in my heart from getting any worse...
Try to understand...
As I'm just trying to protect myself now...
This is even harder than before as its been twice a row someone did that to me...
And the wounds are getting deeper...
This is definitely not easy for me...
As it might be for you...

Siti babe....
I know things are kinda hard for you now...
I hope that you'll be fine and you'll definitely get through this...
He's definitely not worth you...
He asked you to wait...
For what..So that he can hurt you even more ??
So be strong and I'm always by your side ^^
Good luck tomorrow in your exam :-)

Another random one...

Thanks Siti and 'someone' for yesterday...XD
You guys really cheered my up...
And also temporarily made me forget about the pressure and probs...
Thanks guys^^

In another two days...
They are coming....
Ou no....
I don't know what to do right now...
The clock is ticking and I still haven't totally solved all the problems yet....
The pressure is still there...
And its building up day by day...
This few days....
I've been going in and out of the VP's office almost every recess...
And even during class lessons...
Aiks...It feels like its getting out of hand...
What more can I do ??

Very random...

AHHHHHHH....
I feel kinda useless oh.....
This few days have been busy like crazy...
Busy doing what ??
Well...I'm busy doing the foreign student hosting programme stuff...

I tell you...
This is a very very hard thing to do...
Especially at this time of the year..
Where H1N1 matter is also involved...

Just today,
I have heard a bit of criticism from one of the HK teachers regarding SIG's management...
And I feel very guilty now...
Since I took the biggest responsibility of leading this group...
I never thought that leading this group will have this huge pressure...
And now I seriously felt this very very huge pressure....
And I don't know what to do...

Now...
So many problems have arise...
And I have so many problems to settle but so so little time...
The pressure is getting bigger and bigger as the day comes...
And I'm not only having pressure from this section...
Pressure are also coming from studies, families, and even my personal life...
Its seriously hard to cope right now...
It feels like as if I'm at the edge of a very very very high clift....

I want to host...
I seriously want to...
Its just that I really couldn't get that chance to host...

An outdated post

11th July 2009,

This will be a date that I would take note about...
Another date which has a meaning...
I've made this decision quite some time ago...
And I know its a decision needed to be done no matter what...
Special thanks to Skyler, Mckitty and also my babe Siti....
Thanks guys for eveything ^^

Yes yes...I know its been quite a while since I've posted anything...
And its even more late to post about Dance Delight 2009...




Time passes really very very fast...
Starting from the Suffering Tour to the performance night...
In just in a blink of an eye...
Dance Delight have already ended...
I really miss all the practices...
The grueling but very fun practices....

The performance was quite a success...
Although there were a bit of disappointment among us at first...
Due to some people of our loved ones couldn't come to watch us...
But then in the end...It was still quite a success.....
This was my first and last performance for this year....
Although it ended very fast...
But then it was a great experience.....

Locked

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

Today I got locked at studio's toilet outside....

For quite some time....

And thanks to Summer who at last realised that I was missing for quite some time and realised I was locked outside when she finally heard me knocking the door non-stop when the song stopped....LOL