Thursday, April 30, 2009

Happy Labour Day...


Weee....
Tomorrow is labour day....
And its another holiday for us....
And tomorrow...
I won't just simply spend it...
I'm going to spend my time with my classmates and form teacher...
On a day trip to KUDAT !!!
Hope we're gonna have loads of fun...
Will post about the trip when i'm back ^^

Friday, April 17, 2009

Not enough

You sound happy and cold at the same time...
I don't know what to do...


I feel as if I'm not doing enough...

As if I'm not good enough...

Feels like your not proud of me....

Feels like you are always hiding me behind...

Monday, April 13, 2009

Meaningful song

This is a song that I personally like a lot cause its a very very meaningful song and it also reflects a little bit of what I'm thinking in life...^^

"If I Were A Boy" - Beyonce Knowles

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Award by me




I hereby present an award to the above restaurant,
RESTAURANT EDDIE
For.....

WORST SERVICE AND SLOWEST FOOD SERVICE IN KK !!!!



I don't want to be treated like a doll for you to play...
I don't want you to use me when you need me,
and then keep me back to the shelf when you don't need me anymore...
I don't want you to just find me when your bored...
I don't want you to just look for me when there is something important...
I don't want to be that person...

How much ??

You once promised me that...
You would change and listen to me and my feelings...
But now...Where is that promise ??



How much does is cost for me to buy your extra attention ??

How much does it cost for me to buy 1 whole hour of your time ??

How much does it cost for me to buy your understanding ??

How much does it cost for me to buy a medicine to heal the hurt I've suffered ??



Thursday, April 9, 2009

Birthday Wishes !!



Woohoo !!!! Happy Birthday JANINE CHONG !!!!!
Too happy until cried leh...haha...
See I so good...Hahaha...
Even post your wonderful picture to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
Happy 18th Birthday girl...
Your officially 18 this year...
Finally grow up jor lor...
May God bless you ^^

I just wanted a little bit more...

Can I ??

Can I be sick again ??
I want to be sick....
I rather being sick...
Although the feeling of being sick sucks...
But then I feel more happier when I'm sick...
Way more happier...

I thought we were making more progress....
But who knew that now I'm back to tip-top shape...
I'm back to square one...
I just...don't like the feeling of being back to that square one....
I want to be sick again.....


I just hoped for a little more time with you,
and not dismissal instead...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A touching story

I'm almost well already !!!!
Thanks guys for caring...and...
Thanks a million to that special one who took care of me...
Made sure I ate already and taken my medicine already...
Thanks someone !!! :-p

Its a story which I decided to take frm my fren ( Please and Thanks babe !! ) cause its a very nice and touching story...
So enjoy !!!

There's a girl and a guy who's been in a loving romantic perfect relationship for 2 years and they decided to get married.. It was all spent perfectly during a couple years of their marriage,until the third year of it.

The wife started to get bored and tired,the reasons of loving him doomed to fade away. She missed the romantical feelings that her husband used to give her. She felt like a child who missed the love from her daddy and mommy. And her husband failed to give her the feelings she's longing to,thus it broke her hope for the perfect love to succeed.

So 1 day,she decided to face her husband with a divorce. and the reason for it was because he never give her the love she always dreamed for. Her husband did not say a word but asked what could he do to change her mind.

After a while,she said 'There's a bud of rose down near the cliff that I really like,but you and I both know that if you take that flower for me,you'll die. So,what would you do?'

He stood in silence looking in her eyes,and ' I'll tell you the answer by tomorrow my dear.' he replied.

And so the next morning,she found a letter on the table complete with a set of her favorite American breakfast served on the table, but there's no sign of her husband anywhere around. She was confused but yet she flipped open the letter anxiously.

It started like this "My beloved wife, first of all, I would like to say I love you, but the answer is no. I will not take the flower for you but please let me explain..."

Her heart started breaking,but she continued.

"You could spend all day clicking the computer and messing with all the programs and ended up crying in front of the monitor ,but I shall lend you my fingers by helping you to fix the programs that you messed up.."

" You always forgot to bring our house key when you're out, but I shall give you my leg to kick the door open so that you won't worry about keys anymore.."

" There are times in the middle of every month,you'll be feeling uncomfortable here and there, I will give you my hand by massaging you and care for you.."

" You always love to stay at home but you told me you're bored,so every time I'll rush home and lend you my mouth by sharing all the stories with you and make you smile again"

Her tears started to rush down her cheeks. And she continued.

"You always spent time facing the computer and reading books in the dark,and that's bad for your eyesight my love..But its alright,coz I will take care of my own,so that when we're old, I will help you to clip your fingernails and read for you.."

"My both hand will always be yours, I will guide you along the journey. I will bring you to see the sun rise and the sun set at the magnificant beaches around the world.."

"But Love, I will never take that flower for you,coz I will never wanna see you cry for me, my death.."

"Therefore, if everything that I've given you isnt enough for you, I will not stop you from finding others to give you your happiness. So,thats my answer,and if you're satisfied,please let me in,coz im outside waiting for you,but if you don't,please pass me the letter and I will leave. And I will wish the best for you.. Believe me,your happiness is mine."

She dropped the dripping wet letter and rushed to the door and hugged her husband like as if that it was the time.

So,for me,that is Love,when we feel the love is fading away from our heart coz we feel that he/she could'nt give us the love in the way we desire,and that is the time the love exist in a way that we never imagine before,if we wait and try..



P.S. Babe, I know he hurted you a lot and I know its hard for you... But stay strong and remember that this friend of yours is always by your side to lend you my shoulders and ear( which I have just now :-p )
And thanks again for borrowing your article.. *winks


Sunday, April 5, 2009

Another Doctor, Another medication to take

My throat infection has been getting worse day by day last week so I ended up seeing another doctor which I ended up not seeing in the first place...
So apparently it was very very serious the doctor had to give me extra strong medication for me....
And now...
Voila !!!
Finally, I'm starting to get well already.....
Thanks for the caring guys...
Now i'm slowly getting well again...

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Their last high school April Fool

Today is April Fool's Day and also is my 4th day of being sick...hahahaha...
In the morning, me and a friend felt as if April Fools is just another normal day...
can't really feel the fooling atmosphere...
We did heard April Fools here and there...
But then its kinda lame...
Example, A: "Hey B, today you look very Beautiful o !!! Aprils Fool !!!"

But eventually someone took April's Fool a notch higher...
And this is a small video of showing you their last performance during april Fools Day...
ENJOY !!!




Hmm...I guess I should be happy right ??
Cause it feels as if I'm being in a single lifestyle...
Cause not many unsingle ppl get to feel this way...
I guess I should be happy and accept it lor...
Cause...
Its a wake up call for me....