Looking back at 2008

Christmas has already passed...
And today is the last day of the year...
2008...
To me....
Year 2008 is a turning point of my life...
So many changes had happen in my life..
So many unexpected things happened...
But all of these things actually made me grew even more mature than I was before...
I begin to really feel like an adult already...

Most of the aspects of my life changed...
Including relationships, friendship and also family...
All had changed into something that I had never in my life ever thought of...
2008 gave me a lot of surprises for sure....
Good ones, bad ones....
But its all this surprises that made me grew up...

Tomorrow...
Is the first day of a new year...
I'm hoping that I'll have a great 2009...
So let's await for 2009's arrival later !!!

Peace Out Peoples
Teehee :-p

30th Dec '08 Twist NITE !!

Yesterday we had a special performance at Magellen Sutera in conjunction with Wei Xin's good buddy's wedding...
As it is a special performance...
Most of the things are indeed special...
Including the costumes, attitude and of course the dance moves...


Congrats to Allen and Alison !!


Our main venue for the nite !!


The 4 aunties for the nite...
This is gonna be the first and the last time we're wearing this...haha...I hope...


New look of PCK...With boobs....


Aiks...So gay...with lipstick again...oh no...


I'm just only going to upload a few photos up here...
So if you want to see more photos of us very aunties and more then you have to go to this two links for the photos...
Facebook
Friendster

Note: Pictures on facebook are not complete as only 60 pictures are allowed in 1 album...

P.S. Guys, cause the photos I upload are edited one so if you want the photos I can give you the original one...^^

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

WHY must you guys give me hope and then take that hope away from me instead ????
WHY ?!?!
I hate it when you guys do that...
Is it fun for you guys to do that ????
You know...If you guys never intend to give me that hope in the first place THEN DON'T !!!!!!
I give up !!!
You know what...
I maybe no need to wait until February...
I don't want to continue being played until then....
Its too frustrating....

这小孩

This little boy here is a 5 year old boy...
If you just look at the picture...
You'll just see another cute kid...
But behind this cute little smiley face...
Lies a very pity story...

He has a father and mother...
Like most of the kids...
But they are divorced...
This little boy here...
Was actually an unexpected 'gift' to this world...
As his parents were only 20 plus when they just had him...
They divorced because there wasn't love in this marriage...
He stayed with his grandparents from his father's side...
While during the weekends he will go to his mother's place...

But when he is at his mother's place...
Sad to say this but he actually does nothing while he is there...
Nobody care about him...
Nobody brought him out to 'hang kai' and stuff...
Always stays at home...
While his father is at another state working while having some 'fun' himself without thinking much of his own child...
His grandparents took care of him very well...
Even brought him out of the country to travel...
They gave him a lot of love...
Because it was what his parents couldn't afford for him...

This little boy here...
Is a very very intelligent boy...
In school...He always get number 1 in his studies...
He is also very hardworking...
He always automatically start to ask an adult to accompany him study although there is still months left until his next exam...
Although he might be naughty sometimes..
But which kid is not naughty...

Its because of his background...
He became a very pity kid...
From one incident I heard...
I really really pity him...

One day, his aunt took him to a school performance...
When his aunt was preparing him...
One of his friends suddenly came up to him to ask whether is this his mommy...
So the kid said yes...
And the aunt was very surprised of course....
But then didn't said anything...
Then the friend suddenly added :" But you not say you don't have mommy one meh ? "
The kid didn't said anything anymore...

When I heard this...
I can expect how much pain this kid suffered even in his very young age...
And all this pain he suffered actually made him very mature for his age...
Because by the way he talks...
Its like talking to a 10 year old kid instead...
I seriously hope that he could have a better life instead...
And not suffer like this...
I actually feel pain seeing him sometimes...
When he cry because got beaten for being naughty...
Or even when he smiles happily...
Cause sometimes it makes me think of how pity this little kid here is...


This little kid here.........
Is called Sinclair Shim...
He is my nephew....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Hoping

I hope this tube of thing here would get me through my last Sports Day...
I seriously regret I didn't went to see a doctor at the first place...
But anyways....What has happen has already happen...
I can only just minimize the pain now....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Butterfly dying

February is coming soon...
And the butterfly doesn't have much time left...
But then right until now no one knows that...
No one knows that this little butterfly doesn't have much time left...
The butterfly just wants to get out of its cocoon and proudly spread its wings...
But sadly until now it doesn't have a chance yet...
It just wants to come out...But then fate blocked its way...
The butterfly starts to feel hopeless already...
Because.....
February is coming very soon....

Selfish peoples !!

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF !!!!!
SH*T SH*T SH*T !!!!
Me again...
So its me the one to cause this whole shit lah...
Please lah...
All of you are so so so SELFISH...
You adults are too selfish...
You only think from your point of view...
You never think of our point of view...
In this whole thing...
Neither the wife or the husband is ever innocent...
the MOST innocent one is the CHILDREN !!!!
Seriously lah...you all are being too selfish...
So both of you have your adult supporters...
Then you can start a war already lah by yourselves...
You guys don't need to involve us innocent "civilians"...
And now my whole life is one of the main reason that cause this shit...
And so now you expect me to sacrifice another of my dream to mend this oversized hole that can't be mend...
Since last time until now...
How many dreams I have sacrifice just because you guys order me to...
And now you want to ruin my life by doing it again ???
Are you guys happy if all my dreams are ruined...
If you are...Then I have nothing more to say...

爱一个人

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.


如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言是一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.


如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

P.S. This is dedicated to you...You don't have to give up on guys...Stay strong...Cause you'll find someone that really suits you...^^

Peace Out People,
Teehee :-p

Funny Article

I was kinda bored just now from playing games...
So I went to read someone's blog for a while...
Although I didn't knew who that person is but its a friend of my friend...haha
As I was reading...
I stumble across a post which is about boyfriends...
This is the part which is funny to me...

All they can think about is they bf, all they can talk about is their bf, the only reason they go out is because their bfs are fetching. Their entire brain has no space for everything else but their bfs. Their future plans and vacations are made, depending on their bfs. Before applying leave from the boss, the bfs' approvals come first. Must discuss with bf, must tell bfs, must make sure bf likes it, their ovums flow or not also depend on the bf, period blood also must retain in uterus if their bf doesn't like it. Their brain juice flow out also got the boyfriend's smell.

They forgot what happened before they discover the wonders of a potential husband. They forgot boyfriends used to be assholes who crashed their fragile little boyfriend-juice-filled-heart.

And after all the nights you poured all your time and attention and concentration and supportive-words-deficient-brainjuice to mend their bloody fragile hollow hearts (boyfriend gone, blood also dried up), the perfect guy dropped from the heavens into their arms, looking right back with their sissy lovestruck eyes into yours. Oh, so NOW (yes, starting that moment), life's PURRFECT. Aiyo suffer so long finally got good return. Like stockmarket, we have to wait.

Yea, wait. Not thanking the person who pulled you out of shit, because, apparently, that is PART of life, and the existence of a perfect man, is a blardy MIRACLE.

Well...Some of it may be a little bit harsh...But then...she's correct too...

Addicted

My mom just came back from Singapore on Monday...

And she bought a lot of sweet stuff for us...haha
Most of the sweet stuffs are from the famous MARKS & SPENCER !!
Their biscuits are so so tasty...hehe...
So here are some of them...


Redcurrant Puffs


Almond Biscuits


Ginger Snaps


Chocolate Chip Cookies


Dark Chocolate Digestive Biscuits


Beryl's Chocolate


Group Photo



There actually a few more...
But sadly...We ate finish them odi...hahaha...
Too bad...These wonderful and tasty sweet stuffs are not sold in SABAH...
So now I'm hoping that Johan will have the chance to see this post and know what to do...hahahaha....

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

IMPORTANT !!!

ATTENTION !!!!
To all TTSS Students !!!
Especially to those who is born in yr 1991 or 1992...

There will be a hosting program next year...
We will be hosting 10 Japanese students...
6 girls and 4 boys...
And its from the 9th until 11th of January...

If anyone is interested please contact me ASAP !!!
I need 6 girls and 4 guys to host them !!!!
THANKS !!!

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

She's did it again !!

GUYS !!!
She's did it again...
The girl has changed her blog from http://makumi-baby.blogspot.com to http://xiaoqiaobaby.blogspot.com !!!
This girl is too much lah...
In her new post...
She acts as if she's the victim instead...

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

15/12/08 Busy Day !!

Woww...I had such a busy day yesterday...
Woke up at 7.30am....haha
Its considered early during school holidays...
Why did I woke up that early...
Its because I needed to make that day's dinner...
And that day's dinner is known as Potluck a.k.a Porkluck dinner...haha...
HAha...A girl woke up early in the morning and haven't eat breakfast odi making her dinner...
Anyways...After almost 2 hours of solo work...
I've completed my largest and most successful batch of pasta !!
Woohoo !! So excited but a bit tired...haha...




After that...I went to a classmate's house to do some Sports Day stuff...
And that is to make pom-poms !!!

Everybody is working hard...


After a whole morning of hard work, we stop for a while for lunch...


After lunch...All of us went straight back to work...
But this time...We had a little bit of entertainment..
And that is..the movie "Anaconda 2"...haha...




Everyone was very supportive in this event and worked so hard to make as much pom-poms as possible...And most of us even brought it back home to continue work on it...

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After the pom-pom making...
Luckily I had Mr. Boudou to come and fetch me to studio..
But mainly is to transport the main character...
And that is the dinner itself...haha...not me...
But then...If it weren't for Mr. Boudou...
I would have to walk all the way to studio...
Although its possible to walk...
But ever since an incident that happened to me once while walking to studio...
I swear to never walk that path anymore...
Seriously cause its scary...
Try having 2 men following behind you and you had to walk a very steep hill as fast as you can...
I was so scared that time...haha...Back to topic...

Our Potluck a.k.a. Porkluck dinner should started at 8pm..
But dinner had to be served at about almost 9pm...haha
Its quite late...Considering we finished class at 7.30pm...
Cause a few of us 'chefs' had to warm and cook some foods...
And by the time we're done...
A lot of them had to leave already...
So here are some of the foods and attendees...


Mr. Breadboss's famous PIZZA !!
Breadboss, always the smarter choice !!


Xiao John's Xiu Mai and Wennie's Wuo Tie...
Too bad they had to leave without eating...


All the foods...


The attendees...(From top left)
Kenneth,Eddy,Quincy,Sean,Elicia,Joanne,ME,Jack and the camera man Frameless...



The 2 outcasts....



And lastly...I'm gonna end my post with a short video clip...
This video clip shows how tired can a dancer be...
ENJOY !!

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Shout outs !!

Here are a few shoutouts that I want to make :-

1. From now on, you can say that my mouth is officially shut for some reason... So from now on...No matter what big or crucial news I know it'll stay with me and I'll bring it to my grave...Cause...A lot of times...No matter what I say, some people will never believe what I say...And so from now on my mouth will stay shut and just watch movie lor...See what happens lor...Don't care whether who kissed who, who went out with who secretly, who stole stuffs...All...Is going to my grave with me...

2. RESPECT RELATIONSHIPS !!! Seriously...A lot of people don't really respect relationships itself...And they think like its just another game...Like they could cheat with another person or just break up when their bored with it...Or even break up cause a lot of people know about this relationship...Relationships are always so complicated...

3. NO pain, NO gain !! One thing that I just remembered recently when I went back dancing...And that is no pain, no gain...Cause each time I went to the studio and then everytime I ended up going home with new bruises...hahaha...

4. WE NEED CREATIVITY !!!! People, we seriously need creativity...You know, from what I see now... A lot of things we kinda 'copy' from other years...All those other years are like role models for us to look at the past mistakes...But then its not for us to totally 'copy' their things...


Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Finished product !!

TADAA !!!! My finished product...
Glad its finally done...
But then I'm not gonna add anymore stuffs into it anymore...
Cause it looks decorated enough odi...haha...
I actually finished it a few days ago...
But then now then thought of posting it up...

Someone, Its not that I don't want to finish it lah...haha...Its just that I that time was considering whether to finish it or just leave it there...haha...

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

I'm too impressed

OMG...I've just seen some dancing videos by a Singaporean group called By2..
My...They really change my perception towards them...
Gosh...I mean...At first...
I wasn't very fond of them...
I was just thinking...
Oh...Another girl group...Twins some more...
Until just now...Woww...
They seriously change my mind there...

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

Fire, Forgive and forget, Silence

Fire,
is a very useful thing...
To some...it also is a very fun thing to play with...
But we all know...
Fire, is also a very dangerous thing to play with...
But have you ever think that we humans actually have
an attitude of fires ??
Yes...We humans actually have an attitude of fire...
Fire is unpredictable...So are humans...
Fire might be fun sometimes but when you get too close with fire...
You'll end up getting burnt...
So are humans...Its fun to be around other humans...
But if you get too close to some of them...
You'll get "burnt"...
Fire might be good but then it may also be very bad...
I've tasted it...
And its not very pleasant...


Forgive and forget,
is what I do all the time...
This is also what everyone should do...
No matter how innocent are you....
Cause sometimes we cannot expect apology from someone who doesn't even know he/she made any mistake...
So its best to be that way than to expect someone to apologize to you...


Silence,
is the best way to deal most things...
Cause sometimes...you may intrude some conversation by saying something unpleasant...
By being silent...You can actually avoid more unwanted incidents...
No matter big or small...

P.S. I forgive you

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

'04 Lok Yuk Reunion at 1 borneo

Today we had our largest '04 Lok Yuk reunion gathering at
1 Borneo...
For some people, this might not be their first gathering but it is to some people...
And for most people, this might be the last gathering before everyone leaves for further studies...
Although a lot of people couldn't come...
But we still had a lot of them...
The attendees are.....
Natasha Sim, Siti Zaleha, Goh Pik Ching, Melissa Lo, Kendra Sim, Jared Chong, Ryan Chok, Woo Zhong Wei, Koo Zhan Heng, Arthur Lim, Lim Soon Kiat, Tan Ken Siang, Gan Kee Hong, Poon Wan Ting, Quah Phooi Ting, Ha Kai Sin, Fiona Chua, Tham Cinyee, Cassandra Chu, Lo Wei Zhi, Ah Woo, Clement Lee, ME and long lost Darren Lo which a lot of people couldn't recognise...hahaha...
(Did I forget anyone ???)
Do lemme know if I did...haha...
We started the day with having a HUGE breakfast/lunch at a place called New York...
The food is not bad...But HUGE...



This is the only picture with Darren in it cause he was gone missing after that...haha...


My HUGE HUGE rootbeer float...
Trust me...its very very huge...


Melissa, Pik Ching and Kendra's HUGE burger...haha...
It definitely is huge...
Just look at the phone she put beside the phone for comparison...haha


Someone ordered pasta and I don't really remember who...whoops...


My beef lasagna


After the huge food occupied our stomachs we then went apart into a few ways as some of them don't want to watch movie...
So like usuals...
Girls go shopping while guys go gaming...haha...
At last...All of us ended up at the bowling alley...haha...
But then some have already left...





Clement's turn to strike it..


Wei Zhi...Woohoo...He's good in this...


Some of the guys still continued to play dota in there...
Haiz...Me and Clement still don't get it...
What is so fun about Dota...
I've been exposed to it once...
And I'll never do it again...seriously...
Cause...I DUNO HOW 2 PLAY lah...


Later on...We went to shoot some basketballs...
Clearly...Some of them are still that good...
Especially Wei Zhi...
There were 4 machines there and 2 of them had his highest scores...haha...






Me and Siti


Cassie and Me


Me and the incredible Wei Zhi


Me and Clement who both doesn't understand Dota...hahaha...


Me and the always so humourous Ah Woo...
Who at last ended up didn't went to Blush...haha...Shhh....


Kendra and Wei Zhi


Me and Ah Gan


Tham Tham and Me...


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Seriously...I feel like I'm getting old...
I sorta feel lik I've rusted...haha..
Only 2 months plus didn't go dancing can end up with a back pain...
And very pain until now...Haha...
Tomorrow's extra practice also duno how o...haha...
But then hope for the best...

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p

First Day BACK !!!

Weee...Yesterday was my first day of going back to Synergy 2 dance in this two months plus...

So excited...Cause I missed everything of it...haha...
Had to went there early though...
So I sat myself down to watch our breaking crew practice...
Throughout the whole time...
I noticed the changes that some of them told me before...
The fun is still there...
But a tinge of something is added into it already...
And that is stress...Yeah...
I've actually noticed that some of them are actually stressed for a while there...
But then...Its still fun...haha...
Check out some of this photos...

Well...Some 4 people were punished by someone cause another someone was late...
Wow...I was not surprised about the punishment...
But I was surprised about the person who gave them that punishment...
So are 3 of the 4 someone who were punished...


Seriously...
This breaking thing is very very very tiring than the usual practices...


Jack, you kinda looked gay in this picture...



That night...We did some Krumping a.k.a cumping...
Its was quite fun although our hands hurt...haha...
Later had late late dinner with the boys at lintas...

After went home...I went to the net to check out the hamstring injury on the net to double check the things that we talked about just now...
And to my surprised...
The medics in my school were right...
Its a NO NO NO NO NO to stretch my hamstring...
Unless I want to tear my hamstring...
And when I was in studio...
I actually almost stretch it...oh no...haha...
And the net says that I had grade 1 injury for the moment and I needed at least 3 weeks of rest...
OH NO !!! 3 weeks !!! Cannot lah !!
So this few days I have to apply ice to it...haiz...
Luckily it wasn't the grade 2 injury I had last time...If not....
I'm 残废 de lor...

It was quite a long time since I've had the nice feeling of showering and then lie on the bed to straight away fall asleep...haha...爽 !!

But then the next morning...
I couldn't get out of bed for 1 whole hour...
Why ??
Cause my back was hurting like hell...
Gawd...Long time since I had this kind of feeling...haha
Although pain and sore...
But I still laughed...
Cause its a feeling that I long time missed...haha...
Seriously...Until now...I cant sit straight...oh no...

Just now...
My Aunt from UK had just came back with my so so so cute niece, Sarah !!!
So excited...haha...She's so so so cute...haha...

From left: My aunt Patricia, My cousin Janice, My Aunt from UK and my cute cute niece SARAH


Whoops...What happened to the picture of me...
Apparently...Morning looks doesn't suit me...
So in order not to spoil the cuteness of the picture...
I decided to blur out my image...haha...

Peace Out People
Teehee :-p